Sibuze abantu ngeeK-Holes ezitshintshe ubomi babo

Iziyobisi 'Uphambene ukuba kuthathe i-K-hole ukuze ndibone ukuba lubaluleke kangakanani uthando.'
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    I-Ketamine inembali yokusindisa ubomi babantu. Kwakudala ngaphambi kokuba umzala wakho arhabule u-K ashiye isitshixo kwindawo yasehlathini, oogqirha babesebenzisa njenge i-anesthetic kumahlathi aseVietnam . Ngo-1985, uMbutho wezeMpilo weHlabathi wanyanzelisa iziyobisi kwiqela lakhe Uluhlu lwamayeza abalulekileyo . Kwaye, kwiminyaka yakutshanje, iingcali zonyango bezincoma izibonelelo zokuthomalalisa ihashe ngeziphumo zalo kunyango olunganyangekiyo. ukudakumba , ixhala , kunye PTSD .

    Ke kuthekani nge-K-hole, emva koko? Olo mda umnyama we-psyche yomntu apho i-ego inyibilika khona kwaye umntu eqala ukuzibuza ukuba ingaba baswelekile na. Imingxunya ye-K yeyona nto ibalaseleyo okanye eyona nto imbi malunga ne-ketamine, kuxhomekeke ekubeni ubuza kubani. Ke iyayifumana phi into enjalo kulomfanekiso we-psychotherapeutic?

    'Xa umntu ekwi-K-hole abese-sub-anesthetic state ... IPRISM). 'Oku kungakhokelela kumava ombono wobunye nendalo yonke, uthotho lonxibelelwano… ngamanye amaxesha nokuba luhlobo lomoya.'

    UGqr Bright uthi ayothusi into yokuba abantu baxele i-K-hole njengamava atshintsha ubomi. Ewe uyakrokrela oku & ampos; ngokomoya & apos; Umda we-K-hole unokuba namandla amakhulu kumbono wengqondo-ngendlela efanayo ne-psilocybin engqina ukuba lunyango olusebenzayo lokusetyenziswa gwenxa kotywala, uxinzelelo kunye noxinzelelo lokuphela kobomi.

    'Uphando [nge-psychedelics] lubonisa ukuba inokuba ngamava okomoya umntu anayo kwaye inokuba neziphumo zexesha elide, uxelele igswconsultinggroup.com. 'Ngokuqinisekileyo ithiyori yokubonelela abantu ngamava obunzima be-psychedelic kukuba ibabonelela ngemeko yokomoya neyimfihlakalo.'

    Kwaye kumagumbi okulala amakhethwe kwihlabathi liphela, kukho abantu ababeka lethiyori ukuba bayenze: abantu abafaka ubunzulu bomngxunya we-K kwaye bazibeka kwi-coalface yonyango lwengqondo olwenziwe ngamachiza. Ndababuza abanye babo malunga nohambo lwabo lokuya enzonzobileni, ukuba bafumanisa ntoni phaya ezantsi kwaye, okubalulekileyo, kwenzeka ntoni emva kokuba bephinde bavela.

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    gswconsultinggroup.com: Hey Nick, sixelele ngamava akho.
    UNick : Ndifike ekhaya ngobunye ubusuku, bendishiye uninzi lweegram ze-ketamine, kwaye ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndizakuqhubeka nokuthatha amaqhuma kwaye ndibone apho ndifumana khona. Ndithathe umgca mhlawumbi malunga nayo yonke imizuzu eli-10. Andikwazi ukukuxelela idosi yonke kodwa andiqondi ukuba ndiye ndagqitha ukuya kwi-200 milligram ngelo xesha. Emva koko ndeva oku kufudumeleyo phezu kwam, kodwa kwangaxeshanye ndiyekile ukukwazi ukuva nantoni na. Ndawa ebhedini yam kwaye andazi ukuba ndiwavale amehlo okanye bahlala bevulekile kodwa ndayeka ukuziva ndingenanto yokwenene.

    Ngesiquphe bendizibukele ndithenga imeth kumntu wasemzini. Ndema kwikhonkrithi malunga [neemitha ezintathu] emva kwam. Ndandibava ukuba kubanda kangakanani, ndandiva ipayini kwimithi ejikelezileyo. Ndatshona ngokupheleleyo kwimemori. Ndizibukele ndibuyela emotweni yam ndahamba. Emva koko ndandisegumbini lam elidala. Ndabona ipeyinti yokutshiza eludongeni. Ndizibukele ndithatha umgca wam wokuqala wekristale, kwaye ndaziva ndineentloni.

    Emva koko, ngequbuliso, ndandingaphandle kokuhlala kwam okunesidima, ngasedamini. Ndizibukele ndibhukuda emanzini kunye nentombi yam [ngelo xesha]. Kwakhona, ndandisememori ngokupheleleyo-ndandiva, ndibone, ndingcamle, yonke into. Oku kwaqhubeka ixesha elithile. Ndazibukela kwipier, elwandle, njalo njalo. Ndandihlaziya iminyhadala ndikhumbula ngokupheleleyo ukuba andazi ukuba ndinayo. Ndandingena kwiinkumbulo ngokupheleleyo kwaye ndiphila ngazo ngeemvakalelo ezifanayo endaziva ngexesha lememori. Yayintle, kwaye yayibuhlungu kwangaxeshanye.

    Ithathe ixesha elingakanani lento?
    Andikwazi ukuxelela ukuba ihlale ixesha elingakanani kodwa ngokuqinisekileyo yayi malunga nemizuzu engama-50, iintloko. Nangona ibivakalelwa ngathi ihlala iiyure.

    Amava abe naliphi ifuthe kuwe ngokubanzi?
    I-K-hole yabutshintsha ubomi bam, ngokunyaniseka. Ndabona ukuba elona xesha lam livuyisayo yile ntombazana. Kungekudala emva kokuba ndingene kubudlelwane naye kwakhona kuba ndabona ukuba ndonwabe ngokwenyani ngala maxesha bendikunye naye. Ukusukela ngoko ubomi bam bujikeleze yena. Kuyaphambana ukuba kwathatha umngxunya we-K ukuba ndibone ukuba lubaluleke kangakanani uthando ebomini bam.

    Ke umngxunya we-K ubuyisile?
    Ewe, yayiphambene. Ndiyathetha, I & apos; ndinengxaki yeziyobisi iminyaka, andizange ndizive ndonwabile ngaphandle… okanye ubuncinci yindlela endandiziva ngayo ngaphambili. Kodwa xa ndijonga emva kweenkumbulo endandingenangqondo kuzo, ndandonwabile kakhulu. Ndakuqonda okubaluleke ngokwenene kum. Ayisiyiyo le yokuba ayinyangi ingxaki yam yeziyobisi. Ndisasokola mihla le. Kodwa itshintshe indlela endijonga ngayo ngezinto endizibona kufanelekile ukuba ndizilwele. Intombazana endikhankanyileyo, ukuba nesidima, ubomi ngokucacileyo. Kwaye ekuhambeni kwexesha kundincedile ukuba ndibuxabise ubomi ngakumbi usuku nosuku. Andazi ukuba kutheni. Andazi ukuba yintoni etshintshileyo, kodwa ndiziva ngathi ndibubona ubuhle obuncinci ebomini.

    UGqr Bright: Abanye abantu baxela i-K-hole ukuba ifana namava okusondela ekufeni… [kwaye] ukuba uthetha nomntu onamava okusondela ekufeni, bahlala bebeka phambili izinto ezibalulekileyo ebomini okanye hayi… Ndicinga ukuba eyona nto ibalulekileyo ngayo yonke ingqondo uphando, i-ketamine ifakiwe, ngaba kukho imfuneko yokuba noluvo 'lokudityaniswa.' Konke kulungile kakhulu ukuba unamava okomoya okanye oku kuqonda kwezi patheni zokuziphatha ubandakanyeka kuzo, kodwa ngaphandle kokuba uyiguqulele kubomi bakho bokwenyani, yimeko nje yokukhanyiselwa emfutshane kwaye ayinaziphumo ziqhubekayo.

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    Hei Tom, ungawachaza awona mava akho K-hole anamandla?
    UTom: Amava am anzima kakhulu ngo-K ayefana nenyanga edlulileyo, ngelixa i-kitty ihamba okokuqala. Ndilahle i-220 milligrams ze-MDMA, ndatshaya ukhula, kwaye malunga neeyure ezimbini kamva ndarhuqa malunga ne-170 milligrams ye-K.

    Bendithetha ngefowuni ngelo xesha kwaye, ngokutsho komhlobo wam, ndithe phantse ngokuhamba kancinci ukuba, 'i-K ibetha ngokukhawuleza kunokuba bendilindele kwaye kufuneka ndihambe.' Bendiwela kumatrasi wam ndingene komnye umba… ndilahlekelwe bubunyani kunye nexesha. Andikhange ndikhumbule ukuba bendimthathile u-K.ndizamile ukushukuma kodwa umzimba wam ubungathi uyangcangcazela nje xa i-K iqhubeka indikhulula emzimbeni wam. Okwangoku bendinombono wokuba ndingangathi ndiyikhuphile ingqondo yam kwaye ndiza kuhlala ndikule meko ngonaphakade, ndishiya umzimba wam njengeqokobhe elingenabomi. Ndacinga ngayo, kwaye ndalunga nayo.

    Ihambe ixesha elingakanani lento?
    Emva kwemizuzu engama-20 ndabuya ndaziqonda, ndakhangela ukuba ndiyithathile i-K (yep, ndenzile) ndaze ndawela kumqamlezo wam kwi-K-hole elandelayo. Ndiyazi nokuba kuncinci kule, kodwa bendivule amehlo am ixesha elaneleyo kwaye andinakukwazi ukubona eyona nto ndiyibonayo.

    Emva koko okwesithathu, i-K-hole ecingisisiweyo yandifumana. Ke imingxunya emithathu eyahlukeneyo ye-K iyonke. Ngeli xesha, xa iimpembelelo ze-K zaqala ukwehla, bendinemibono enzulu kodwa engacimekiyo ngokweemvakalelo ngobomi bam. Intombi yam kunye nam sahlukana kwinyanga ephelileyo kwaye, nangona ndiyamthanda, ndazinyanzela ukuba ndigcine ubudlelwane buhlukene. U-K undinike ukuqonda ukuba isigqibo sam sinokuba buhlungu njengesihogo, kodwa ekugqibeleni siyakulunga ekugqibeleni. Ngokubanzi, amava ayesoyikisa kakhulu.

    Ngaba wakha wayifumana into enjalo ngaphambili?
    I & apos; have had a pretty pretty realizations on K. Like four months ago, xa ndaye ndayiqonda indlela olwaluhlukumeza nolusetyenziswa gwenxa ngayo ulwalamano lwam nenye into ebalulekileyo endandiyiyo… ndicinga ukuba uK undincedile nje ukuba ndizibukele ndikule ndawo ndikuyo ebomini kwaye wandibonisa into & apos Ngokwenyani ndomeleza uxinzelelo lwam ekuhlaleni kunye noxinzelelo. Ukusukela ngoko I & apos; sikwazile ukuthetha nomntu obhinqileyo ngaphandle kokuba novalo ngokupheleleyo.

    Ngaba ungathi amava akho e-K-hole abuguqula ubomi nangayiphi na indlela?
    Ewe ndicinga ukuba babenjalo. Andizukuyibiza iyeza lomlingo ukusombulula zonke iingxaki, kodwa kwimeko yam ndicinga ukuba zombini umngxunya we-K ngokwawo kunye 'nokuqaqamba kwasemva' kwezi ntsuku zimbini zilandelayo kwandinceda kakhulu kuxinzelelo lwasentlalweni. I-K-hole ixesha elininzi yandinika ukuqonda malunga nokuba yeyiphi na indawo yoxinzelelo lwam ayikho & ampos; nokuba ikhona nje entlokweni yam.

    I-Ketamine sisidibanisi kwaye indinike umbono okhutshiweyo ngokweemvakalelo kum kunye nokuziphatha kwam esidlangalaleni. Ngokwesiqhelo, ndihlala ndibuza yonke inyathelo endilithathayo, lonke igama endilithethayo, abanye banokucinga ntoni ngam. Emva kwe-K-hole I & apos; andicingi kakhulu malunga nezo zinto.
    I-Ketamine ikubonelela ngeengcinga ezinesiphene malunga nawe kunye nesakhono sokucinga malunga neengxaki zakho ngaphandle kokuncamathela ngokweemvakalelo. Ubuncinci kum, indawo ye-K-hole kukuba neengcinga ezimbalwa ezimnyama, kuphela ukuqonda ukuba kunokuba ngcono ukuba ndiqhubeka ndizama ukuphuma kumaxhala am.

    UGqr Bright: Ngokwenene asiqinisekanga ngento eyenzekayo ngokwe-psychopharmacology kwinqanaba [le-K-hole]. Inokufana nale nto siyibonayo nge-psilocybin, apho uthungelwano lwendlela emiselweyo yobuchopho icinyiwe… ivumela abantu ukuba bazibone kunye nehlabathi ukusuka kwindawo eyahlukileyo ngokupheleleyo. Kukho inani lezifundo ezipapashiweyo ezibonisa ukuba ngenxa yokusetyenziswa kwe-psilocybin kunyango lwe-psychotherapy lwabantu kunciphisa, ukunyuka koxinzelelo lwabo, umgangatho wabo wobomi uyaphucuka, kunye nokusebenza kwabo nabanye kubalulekile kuyaphucuka ngokunjalo ... , khange silwenze uphando okwangoku.

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    Ke wena & apos ungumsebenzisi oqhelekileyo we-ketamine. Uhlala uyitya njani?
    Ikhonkco: Ndiyiphunga amatyeli alithoba okanye ali-10. Kodwa ndiyibekile kwisipreyi sempumlo, ndatshaya ifoyile, ndenza iileyili ezishushu, ndafaka inaliti intramuscularly (IM & apos; d), ndaze ndafaxa enye ngaphezulu kweapile endandikhe ndayitya kwakanye.

    Yeyiphi eyona & apos; oyena amava akho abukhali we-K-hole?
    Olona lwazi lwam lukhulu kakhulu lwe-K-hole ngaphandle kwezinye izongezo mhlawumbi xa I IM & apos; ed 0.3 [gram] kwi-quad yam. Ndandihlala kwigumbi lam elineembotyi ezinkulu zeembotyi ezinee-headphone zam kunye ne-bandana ejikeleze amehlo am, negumbi litempileni elifanelekileyo. Ndenza oku kuhluthwa kwemvakalelo kuhambo oluphezulu.

    I & apos; andizange ndisebenzise iinaliti ngaphambili, kwaye ukungxama kunye nohambo kwahluka kakhulu. Impumlo yakho ayivali yonke, uyifumana ipholile le menthol ngasemva kolwimi lwakho, ndaye ndabuliswa ngoothixo beepikseli. Lixesha lokuba ndiyenze kwinqanaba lokubandezeleka kobomi bam apho bendikhangela iimpendulo malunga nokuba ndenze ntoni ngam. Kwaye, kuyinyani ngokwaneleyo, kukhanyisile kwindlela yam.

    Kutheni usebenzisa i-ketamine?
    Ndingumashaman weentlobo, kwaye ndisebenzisa ket njengendlela yam yokungena kwelinye ilizwe.

    Ngaba ungachaza ukuba isebenza njani?
    Wakhe wacamngca? Ndivela kwimvelaphi ye-shamanic ngoko ke ndiyazi ngokomoya. Xa ndisenza u-K, ndicamngca ngokuswela kweemvakalelo kwaye ndiphume namava omzimba… ndiyazibona zonke izinto eziyinyani ngomzuzu omnye kwaye ndenze intshukumo echanekileyo kwixesha elizayo kuba ndinokubona kwangaphambili into ezayo.

    Kungenxa yoko le nto ndingena kwimingxunya xa ndineemeko zobomi eziphambeneyo andazi nokuba ndenze ntoni… kwaye ndihlala ndenza ukhetho olululo. Nokuba andiziva ngathi andifanelekanga, ihlala ijika ibe yindlela echanekileyo. Ndihlala ndimamela abo bandigcinayo ngokomoya.

    Yintoni le malunga ne-ketamine okanye i-K-hole oyibiza ngokuba 'yeyokomoya'?
    I-Ketamine yinto eyahlula-hlukeneyo kwaye yiyo loo nto. Ukufunda i-Wiki ngayo kanye kanye injani. Ekuphela kwento abangayikhankanyiyo ngumoya wakho ushiya umzimba wakho kwaye uhambe kwelinye ilizwe. 'I-K-hole' yakho yiyo yonke into ocinga ngayo kwenye indawo.

    Ngaba ungathi inokutshintsha ubomi?
    Ndibonile ubomi butshintsha buvela ku K ngesandla sam. Ndinabantu abaneengxaki zokwenyani kwaye ndisebenza kubo njengoko besenza idosi ezigabadeleyo. Ndiyibonile iguqula ubomi kwaye ndiyazingca ngokuthi ndincedile.

    Uhamba njani ngokuphatha umntu nge-ketamine?
    Ngokuthe ngcembe ndakha amaqhuma amancinci njengoko sithetha ngemicimbi abanayo, kwaye xa ndiyiqonda ngokupheleleyo le meko sobabini senza idosi enkulu kwaye sithetha de omnye umntu angabinamandla ngenxa yokuba ethathe kakhulu. Kodwa eli linqanaba endinokusebenzela kuwo amandla am. Kwaye ndiye ngaphaya komoya wabo ndize ndisuse amandla amabi kunye ne-chakras evulekileyo kwaye ndizame ukufumana ukuba kutheni umntu enale ngxaki kwaye azame ukulungisa ngokufanelekileyo. Iseshoni ihlala iphela bekhala ngamehlo bebulela ngoncedo lwam, kwaye siyaqhubeka ukuba ngabahlobo bobomi obude emva kokuba ndibakhokele.

    UGqr Bright: [Ndibonelele] ngenkxaso yengqondo kubantu abanexesha elibi kwi [psychedelics], ngokwesiqhelo i-LSD. Siyabakhuthaza abantu ukuba bangawaphepha amava acelomngeni kodwa eneneni bangene kuwo kwaye bazame ukusebenza ngendlela yabo baphume kwelinye icala. Kwaye amava am kukuba xa bephumile kwelinye icala banombulelo omkhulu.

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